better

It's unbelievable how things just keep getting better and better. Tragedy and loss and heartache and pain are reoccurring, yes, but somehow they feel satisfying now. I feel kind of like a grownup now. I thought I'd hate that, but there's actually a deeply profound aspect to it, that I never grasped before. I'm laughing more. I'm watching more. I have nothing to prove. These waves are no longer dragging me under. . .for now.