where am i?

What the hell just happened? Who can read this? Where am I? Floating, falling, down this rabbit hole in the internet, turning upside down and chasing the white rabbit outward, I ended up here. Drinking a Red Bull, growing faster, popping a valium, growing slower. Fried cheese last night and I expanded and expanded and expanded until I was too large for my house. . . .this morning coffee and pills shrink me back down to size. Everything is beautiful then everything is ugly. I am but a weed in this garden. Suffocating the garden, suffocating myself. Need to get out, need to spread. . .but here I go, invading everyone else's space again and again. Here is a bit of open air, here I am a wildflower. Still chasing the white rabbit, without reason, through this awful maze, meeting the strangest characters and running from this deck of cards.